My affinity for home is bipolar. I aim to highlight the tumultuous and ugly nature of my homes both chosen and unchosen, as well as criticise the question “What is Home?” For each time I have felt unwelcome, I have found home ten times over. Home is the balance between wins and gains. Simultaneously, it feels as though Home and I take turns in disowning one another. Yet, we are fluid, and will find each other again.